You made me meet the sound of running water the feel of void it's been halting me since Tuesday
And I don't blame you
But who I suppose to blame for the way is I see everyone acting with pain and acting in one way
I'm sorry it's so familiar
But what it came out if you are mouth I thought if you was the newest way to bring pain back to myself since I was cut off
And I can't explain it why some conciously try to go back to this because it's ever stops hurting
And my brain is filled of I love you Tiry I speak in a manic shower and hopes me escape
I love you I know it shouldn't be insane but I don't know how to take a break
I love you being happy cutting off negativity is the only way
And I'm sorry
I can't be here because I can't ask you to change
But I changed the way I thought of life
loneliness left when your eyes met mine
And I constantly try to stop making you hurt
I knew I died
But I stop toping I'll be a lonely night so I can pretend I could drive
I looked in the mirror three days before you left
You maybe feel comfortable for myself because you disguise horrible lyrics I can give it
And you happen to like
how are these nights going to be any easier with a memory instead of an outstretched hand
I know it ain't really last but I hope having me was worth it to you in the end
Anoter lines it's another hours was harder to breathe just keep breathing
I should be here in the morning should knock on your door
But where will you be
I hope I can answer
I can't consider in patient
when the patient of me is using other sick people's medication
Come back please come back
So I can feel it my myself and it's how awful feels it's real if you gotta be through the bank interest just to get me out
And I can't forget my only real probably may came for you are sick this whole time
Because if I let it they will know you were mine maybe they will know why I feel so died inside
But maybe they wouldn't maybe they don't know what I needed
Maybe this whole thing pointless maybe I can't even help you remember me born in New Sicilia
But I try
I tried...
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