作词 : 扎斯慕污
作曲 : 扎斯慕污
编曲：URBOIWHELAN
录音混缩：嘉沐音乐工作室
It was inevitable, that I will make a record, after all..
yeah.. You know
There's something that really need to get out of my chest
What was it about？
You'll found out
（Verse1）
My name is C.Y. was borned in '96
Never had a chance to sea wide
Just do my naughty says
My muddy face full of hates of the lucky fakes
But it won't stop me
I'll beat them someday and swallow in my stomach
I should really stop Mick from killing my dream
Oh..That's the name of the demon in me
I want to be the greatest rapper like Eminem
B U T before that I should get myself some ice cream
Then I scream
I'ma tell you my story, and it's not glory
When I was seven, they alway beat me
They're big and tough
I'm pissed and nough
I wish them rest in peace and love
Five years latter
I had a krrush on a girl and I want to date her
But the truth is, she love my homie
So I don't know how to face her
I put my love on a paper
Don't be a fool, it's not your major
Then I became the toughest child in the hood
Just like a saber
But I never put my tough fist on 'em（Top phase autumn）
Cuz I know the mother crackers will never be me（beat me）
So that's the story when I was just a kiddie
Like this, my stories like a river to flow
But my mind just stuck in memory it don't want to go
I know, the rap is in my blood and my soul
From my head to toe I get the code
It's all in my note
Like this, my stories like a river to flow
But my mind just stuck in memory it don't want to go
I know, the rap is in my blood and my soul
From my head to toe I get the code
It's all in my note
Then I say
（Verse2）
To all the kids who've been bullied
I'll always got your back like a bullet
Straighten up and take a step and just move it.
Just do it, you're not afraid to 'em anymore
So just proof 'em！
I'm not sayin' that you should go back and fight 'em
Or bite 'em
Cause the things they've done 'll find 'em
They'll buy 'em
Yeah.. sometimes you gotta move on
But I'mma move back to my teen age
Maybe I'm still a teenage
I put a girl's name on my arm when I was fourteen
Then I put another name on my chest at seventeen
How stupid
But it's life, and there's no second chance to be
It's just a knife and a hole or somethin' dance to me
At eighteen I got a job in hotel and I work hard for it
I finally realize that, the world is not that kind
And I'm just a part from it
So I quit, and find myself another job, the English teacher
But I got kick out by the chicks that I put 'em in this game
Man.. I'mma eat her, shame
But all the things I've done in these three years
Is to hurt my meteor and be hurt by the Maravilla
I don't know..
Like this, my stories like a river to flow
But my mind just stuck in memory it don't want to go
I know, the rap is in my blood and my soul
From my head to toe I get the code
It's all in my note
Like this, my stories like a river to flow
But my mind just stuck in memory it don't want to go
I know, the rap is in my blood and my soul
From my head to toe I get the code
It's all in my note
Then I say
To all the fans and haters in my life
I want to say to yall
Thank you, and I love you
编辑于2023/09/17更新