Have you ever wished, maybe just for one second,
That somehow, the time will rewind,
So you can go back, and right the wrongs,
Or save the self that's beyond redemption.
When I open my both eyes in deep blackness and ashes,
There's a lil boy there standing
Right in front of me sobbing with tears on his face
I feel the sadness. His eyes been filled with panic.
Living under a belief his life's a blind alley. It was pallid.
He striving hardest trying to understand his life
It's pethatic and sarcastic
Been asking so many times, unable to find any.
he fights madly, for this remedy of inferiority.
Its just heavy.
But it's phantom, ain't it?
Search into my own mind and when I be staring.
How I wish I can stop this madness by offering answers
He could've just managed all of his damages and hurts.
However, this kid's been suffered in this wrath, cursed
Cuz he hesitates bout the place he's heading towards.
Don't matter. I'm a nomadic one.
Shift in a teleport capsule, move forth and back.
traveled thru space and time.
To the point in which every dimension crashes.
When it's all collapsed, in trash, I'll catch it.
But the black can not be vanished. Till where life elapses.
Yo 回忆当初
有着诸多的遗憾
和后悔的决定
可是却不能
回到那个时候
告诉自己
翻开日记 寻找往日写下模糊的字迹
不知不觉回到过去看到十年前那个自己
我看着他 正站着发 呆
不知杵那想着啥
似乎在犹豫 似乎在忧虑
有什么心事牵着他
画面渐渐清晰 时间开始凝固
只剩川流不息的人群和车辆和他的眉头在紧蹙
我想告诉他
做想做的不要留下遗憾
不然到十年二十年后
依旧会时常后 悔或是感叹
yeah 在时光机的船舱靠着床半躺着
破烂的留声机吊在床尾反常地响着
无预兆沿着 不知目的的航道在黑洞里飘
记忆在失焦 与塌陷的过去在分道后扬镳
一轮一轮地轮回
不知会穿梭到几年后的几经几纬能苟活几回（要不就）
一层一层再倒退
他不会 退回残骸堆与过去的落魄的自己再继续地作陪
After all these years, when I finally have the guts to look back
To where my life be full of fears and tears, what's holding me.
Still, this black can never be vanished,
But I can heal my damage now.
And I wish that somewhere down this path,
Finally, this lil boy can find his way outta this labyrinth.
编辑于2023/12/22更新