01《Foreword》
02《Don't Stay》
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
03《Somewhere I Belong》
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to loose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I?)
What do I have but negativity?
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
04《Lying From You》
When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can
But I can't pretend this is the way it will stay
I'm just
(Trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm
(I'm lying myway from)
(You)
[No, no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No, no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see
[No, no turning back now]
(The very worst part of you is me)
I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and I
(Trying to bend the truth )
The more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm
(Lying my way from)
(You)
[Nah, no turning back now]
I wanna be closed inside so let me go
[Nah, no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
[Nah, no turning back now]
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you)
(IS ME)
This isn't what I wanted to be,
I never thought what I said
Would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought what I said
Would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn't what I wanted to be,
I never thought what I said
Would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn't what I wanted to be,
I never thought what I said
Would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
(You)
[Nah, no turning back now]
I wanna be closed inside so let me go
[Nah, no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
[Nah, no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
05《Hit The Floor》
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me,
Wondering what I think of you,and I protect you out of courtesy.
Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away!
Afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say.
Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around,
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down.
But I've had too many stand offs with you,Its about as much as I can stand!
So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine!
One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, watch you drop!
Making your heart stop,Just before you hit the floor!
One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, missed a shot!
Making your heart stop!
You think you've won, and then it's all gone...
So many people like me ,put so much trust in all your lies.
So concerned on what you think. To just say what we feel inside.
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long.
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on!
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line.
What goes up will surely fall and I'm counting down the time!
'Cause I've had so many stand offs with you ,It's about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine
One minute you're on top!
Next, you're not, watch you drop!
Making your heart stop!
Just before you hit the floor!
One minute you're on top!
Next, you're not, missed a shot!
Making your heart stop!
You think you've won, and then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone!
And then it's all gone!
Now it's all gone
I know I'll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us,but you lied anyway.
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall...
One minute you're on top!
Next, you're not, watch you drop!
Making your heart stop!
Just before you hit the floor!
One minute you're on top,
Next, you're not, missed a shot!
Making your heart stop!
You think you've won, and then it's all gone!
And then it's all gone!
And then it's all gone!!
And then it's all gone!!
Now it's all gone!
06《Easier To Run》
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave...
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a path
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave...
Just watching in the sun
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel disgraced
It's so much simpler than change
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made...
It's easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame...to the grave
07-Faint
I am a little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But its like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go of watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure
A little unconfident
Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go of watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now!
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now!
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now!
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored!!!
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
编辑于2023/12/23更新