作词 : Mxcho
作曲 : Vin Zachariah/Mxcho
Cry and try To live my life To survive我哭着尝试，尝试活下去
Wondering why I’m still alive What Day is it Oh my God不知道时日和为什么我还活着，我的上帝
Cry and try To live my life To survive我哭着尝试，尝试活下去
Wondering why I’m still alive What Day is it Oh my God不知道时日和为什么我还活着，我的上帝
Macho no regular job Mama look what I’ve become Still reminiscing the b There’s a secret我没有常规的工作，妈妈看我现在，仍然在回忆
That father has done bbb There’s a reason Why he on the run If y’all never happened I wouldn’t be born I wouldn’t be writing Sxxt down with a tone感谢上苍，没有他我就不会在这里写词
I wish that I called you Daily on the phone I know it’s wrong Oh boy have I grown Check if the Mic on我希望我每天都打了电话，嘿，看看麦克风开了吗
Keep all that fake-love-sxxt Show me right now And not when I’m gone Reality has never
Been fair让我看看real但现实从不公平
Escaping from it I’m in trapped my sleep Fighting with nightmares Fears are fierce Wake up and realize Nobody cares我在睡梦中无法醒来，与梦魇作斗争，在现实中醒来，没人关心我
Cry and try To live my life To survive我哭着尝试，尝试活下去
Wondering why I’m still alive What Day is it Oh my God不知道时日和为什么我还活着，我的上帝
Cry and try To live my life To survive我哭着尝试，尝试活下去
Wondering why I’m still alive What Day is it Oh my God不知道时日和为什么我还活着，我的上帝
I’m keeping in touch With my strategy I’m hoping one day You’ll be proud of me坚守我的计划，你们会以我为傲
Never put threats On my family Wounds on my body They never healed我保护我的家人，身上的伤疤不会忘记
Numbing this pain I cannot feel Breaking the chains Of slavery Devil tryna put A hold on me Enough with That Tomfoolery恶魔想打败我，我挣脱奴役的枷锁
Telling me hang From a rope Don’t give a fxxk About enemies, hating Nxxxa you’s a joke我根本不在乎黑子的嘲讽，你们就是笑话
You ain’t even funny nxxxa So all the girls screaming Macho!!!Lurking on me Nxxxa hush!!!你们根本不搞笑，监视着我
Putting duck tape On your mouth!!!The goal is to win It’s a must!!!It’s either that Or not alive闭上你们的嘴，赢了才是目标
Consider that A warning shot When I’m gone Outta earth The whole world will，Stay in shock They eyes blinking Like screenshots把这个当成警告，我会时刻盯着你
I pro’ly need that rehab Surviving nxxxaz Man we have Talk to myself I’m on the ground Nxxxa need help我们必须自我审视，我脚踏实地，兄弟们需要帮助
Where y’all at You thinking I’m stressed I’m passed that They wishing me death你们觉得我垮了，你们希望我死去
I’m not surprised Die first nxxxa Pay the price I’d watch you die你们去S吧，我并不意外
With my open eyesYeah I know my heart Cold as ice Shut up your mouth看我心如雪，闭上你的嘴
You’re not a judge Macho I’m the man I’m filled with pride我是真正的男人，别评判我，我为自己骄傲
Cry and try To live my life To survive我哭着尝试，尝试活下去
Wondering why I’m still alive What Day is it Oh my God不知道时日和为什么我还活着，我的上帝
Cry and try To live my life To survive我哭着尝试，尝试活下去
Wondering why I’m still alive What Day is it Oh my God不知道时日和为什么我还活着，我的上帝
编辑于2024/01/13更新